All in all ....

All in all, today have been a very stressful day plus barrages of bad news which involves money have been pounding me since morning,....the thought of chugging through the next month has been sending my mood down the drain... the story of my life... heartaches has been a part of me for as long as i can remember... a big FUCK to that. I guess i just have to find a better way to release steam.... the ones i have now is clearly not working.... Waking up daily thinking about ways to get me out of this shithole has taken its toll on my body and soul...mmmm i wonder what could i do to rejuvenate both of em' ... mmmmm all in all....

Long absence....

It's been quite a while since my last posting... 4 weeks to be exact,sorry for that just been xtra occupied in my efforts to pay the bills come end of the month....(aren't everybody). I've been working in the same environment for the past 10 years..and have been thinking about taking a different career path for quite sometime..and have tried to do so via all my resources. Despite a cool environment, good boss, i'm still unhappy....i strongly believe it is due to the fact that i get paid peanuts. People use to say when you pay peanuts, you get monkeys, but in my organization i often find people who aren't getting peanuts for pay but are still monkeys... they say it's the same elsewhere but i can tell you these are a different breed of monkeys...that would surprise even the great ( late ) Steve Irwin. So i've made it my utmost priority to get out of this jungle asap.....via getting a new job, hopefully with no peanuts for pay.......

Tagging the tagger...

So, in respond to being tagged by my tagger, i would like to introduce you to my first tag ever....or is it even a tag?

Scattergories. ..it's harder than it looks! Erase my answers, enter yours. Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, names, and things. Nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Jim.Broga

2. A 4 Letter Word: July

3. A Boys Name: Jeremy

4. A Girls Name: Julie

5. An Occupation: Juggler

6. A Color: Jade Green

7. Something you wear: Jewellery

8. A Beverage: Jack Daniels

9. A Food: Jellied eels

10. Something found in the bathroom: Janitors

11. A place: Japan

12. A Reason for being late: Just missed the bus

13. Something you shout: Just drop you weapons!!


Take it away Kerp and Hot Mama......

Tagged?

Tagged? Being a newbie at this blogging stuff, i was told by a much seasoned blogger that when you're tagged by other fellow bloggers, u have to respond appropriately..so this is what i'm gonna do... i'm supposed to reveal 15 random facts about me...i repeat random.. so here goes..

1) Balding

2) Could get really pissed in a split second..

3) Love chinese food

4) Love skinny women.. and i mean lanky ones..

5) Can't stay angry at someone for a long period of time

6) Anthony Bourdain's fan

7) Always broke

8) Procrastinator

9) Listens to Bon Jovi

10) Love to cook

11) Terrified of big boobs

12) Smokes a lot

13) Overweight

14) Arsenal is my passion

15) Used to know how to play the guitar...


I now pass the tag to HOT MAMA, since she is the only other blogger that i know.....hihihiihi take it away Hot Mama...

The Office

Working in the same environment and with the same people for the past 10 years, i must say have created a unique relationship between all of us..(Nothing GAY here). It's something that don't come by overnight. Like what we all know, every rose has it's thorn... and just like my office, there are different type of characters which make up the masses. There are the show-offs dudes, ass-kissing dudes, party-pooper dudes, by the book dudes, gamer dudes, horny dudes, multi level marketing dudes, government project dudes, food dudes, smoker dudes and last but not least, me. I could fit in any one of the above category...depending on the circumstances. These characters make the workplace a more bearable place to be..so to speak. So....why don't you tell us a bit about the characters at your workplace........

Friendship highway

This morning was somewhat an uneventful one till i got a call from someone who i have not been talking to for quite sometime...it's all this work related quarrels that put a halt to our, shall i say friendship... well i guess shit like this does happen once in a while... but you know what.. i'm a lover not a fighter..it may sound corny but that's just me. My temperament sometimes cloud my judgement up to point that i couldn't see something that is obvious... the workplace can be hell sometimes, especially if you're always backing down from potentially confrontational conversations with bosses and colleagues. All the hatred will then always explode in an unexpected manner witch sometimes even surprises yourself, to watch a situation degenerate right in front of your eyes. It's disheartening... but at the same time amazes me...

Birthday

Well, the title says it all... today is indeed my birthday. I just can't remember the last time I celebrated my birthday.. maybe since i was 12 or sumthin...no big deal right.. but somehow this year being over my 20's and going on 30's seems to have a "feeling of being lonely effect" infact i am alone right now.....sad, sad bastard....it can't be male menopause right?..hihihi.. last year i did something for me and on my own.....self rewarding shit that i can't even remember now. This year however due to the "being broke after raya sindrom" i can't even reward myself with a pleasant dinner... well...so the story goes....

The aftermath

It's been 2 days since i got back from the nest, and it's been a memorable eidul fitr,..despite being chocked up with the financial burden and missing my significant half seems to do little to dampen the celebrations....it is when you get back to your real world that it will start to take effect...the traffic was not too bad though. However, I did saw first hand how a car was overturn with the bloodied passengers still dangling motionless and being a Malaysian, had to slow down to look. Speed kills and we will never learn, we, meaning me included. Got into the office and logged in to my work e-mail and got shitloads of "work related" mail. Fark, here we go again.....

The Holidays

Like all the working class heroes out there in Malaysia, I will be joining the masses to embark on the annual "Balik Kampong" rush. And together with all of them, will be worried about having enough funds to get through this month of festivities. I'll just be there for 3 days before heading back to the city. Although i won't be updating this blog for a few days, it'll give me ample time to gather new gossips, stories of survival etc. To all of my comrades, drive safely and loosen up your middle finger. Till then, here's to a Happy Eidul Fitr.....

More about me

I was born 30 years ago in Alor Setar, Kedah. Being the second child of my working class hero parents. Went to school there, all in all a very happy childhood. I've started to notice the struggles for commoners to make ends meet since the early stages of my life...never thought much of it till it hit me in the face...some 15 years later...though most people would not like to talk about this subject, i find it interesting. Some of youse surely have gone through or been going through the struggles month in month out without complaining for years on end...but for me this is a medium for us to console each other so to speak... maybe in all this chaos we could find solace in each others comments or suggestions. Besides complaining and bitching about not earning enough money to go by, i also plan to blog about other things in life that's important to me at least, like food, job opportunities, my office, stupid politicians, sex etc....so ladies and gentleman, boys and girls...here it goes....

Debutant

It's been a while since i've thought about doing this, but being the procrastinating dude that i am finally it's here...well what do you know... it's not that hard... to do the layout that is...the main reason for me doing this is that in my everyday life, i've seen many friends and family living day to day to make ends meet with the rising obstacles getting harder and harder each day...here's to all the working class heroes in the world.....