All in all ....

All in all, today have been a very stressful day plus barrages of bad news which involves money have been pounding me since morning,....the thought of chugging through the next month has been sending my mood down the drain... the story of my life... heartaches has been a part of me for as long as i can remember... a big FUCK to that. I guess i just have to find a better way to release steam.... the ones i have now is clearly not working.... Waking up daily thinking about ways to get me out of this shithole has taken its toll on my body and soul...mmmm i wonder what could i do to rejuvenate both of em' ... mmmmm all in all....

Long absence....

It's been quite a while since my last posting... 4 weeks to be exact,sorry for that just been xtra occupied in my efforts to pay the bills come end of the month....(aren't everybody). I've been working in the same environment for the past 10 years..and have been thinking about taking a different career path for quite sometime..and have tried to do so via all my resources. Despite a cool environment, good boss, i'm still unhappy....i strongly believe it is due to the fact that i get paid peanuts. People use to say when you pay peanuts, you get monkeys, but in my organization i often find people who aren't getting peanuts for pay but are still monkeys... they say it's the same elsewhere but i can tell you these are a different breed of monkeys...that would surprise even the great ( late ) Steve Irwin. So i've made it my utmost priority to get out of this jungle asap.....via getting a new job, hopefully with no peanuts for pay.......