Somber mood

Rainy days are a part of our lives whether we like it or not, but for me these past few months have been more of a storm than normal everyday rain. I've failed a promotion interview, all paid for study opportunity, found out that i am not loved, and lose my calm in several occasions. That pretty much sums it all up..... I don't think my luck has gone any lower than this before... fack....fack...fack.... but looking at the bright side, when u hit rock bottom, the only other way is up right?

7th of April 2010

It's been more than a year since I've last logged anything on this blog and it was a sad event which compelled me to log in my sorrows here. The above mentioned date was a very dreadful one. I lost a cousin by relation, but always have and always will be a brother in my heart. I did loose a brother some 11 years ago and now i have to go through the pain all over again. The cheerful manner and nature of his personality will be sorely missed. Although some of the animals said bad things about him after his passing, he will never be bad in my books. It amazes me how people could be so insensitive and say things that only a brainless shithead would say to a father who've just lost a child. Have some compassion you bastards. The lost we as a family suffer is incomparable to your meager brainless thoughts. Stupid cunts, save your opinions for your own family's funeral. He has held his head high despite all the negative comments from people about how he lived his life instead of letting others put him down. He has his own thoughts, hope & dreams just like you and me. All i can say is we love you Ari, you will always be in our thoughts and prayers.....

Work ethics VS Dumbass

It's been a while since i last wrote anything here or elsewhere for that matter... maybe i got whatchacall one of them writer's block.. the title of this entry should shed some light on the matter i wish to highlight... these past few weeks have been hectic.... daily efforts of meetings and shit to cover a certain company's big gun past mistake which came back biting everybody in the ass...all the credibility, integrity out the window. In the first place, this big gun a.k.a dumbass did not heed to all the warning given about the circumstances which could arise....from the stupid decisions being made....in an unethical way of conducting a certain job. This dumbass may not even know the meaning of work ethics.... a ridiculous paycheck doesn't seem to encourage this dumbass to use some or part of the brain in making decisions.... But i guess, the lure of stardom and global recognition have gotten the best of this piece of shit's judgement...nuff said...

All in all ....

All in all, today have been a very stressful day plus barrages of bad news which involves money have been pounding me since morning,....the thought of chugging through the next month has been sending my mood down the drain... the story of my life... heartaches has been a part of me for as long as i can remember... a big FUCK to that. I guess i just have to find a better way to release steam.... the ones i have now is clearly not working.... Waking up daily thinking about ways to get me out of this shithole has taken its toll on my body and soul...mmmm i wonder what could i do to rejuvenate both of em' ... mmmmm all in all....

Long absence....

It's been quite a while since my last posting... 4 weeks to be exact,sorry for that just been xtra occupied in my efforts to pay the bills come end of the month....(aren't everybody). I've been working in the same environment for the past 10 years..and have been thinking about taking a different career path for quite sometime..and have tried to do so via all my resources. Despite a cool environment, good boss, i'm still unhappy....i strongly believe it is due to the fact that i get paid peanuts. People use to say when you pay peanuts, you get monkeys, but in my organization i often find people who aren't getting peanuts for pay but are still monkeys... they say it's the same elsewhere but i can tell you these are a different breed of monkeys...that would surprise even the great ( late ) Steve Irwin. So i've made it my utmost priority to get out of this jungle asap.....via getting a new job, hopefully with no peanuts for pay.......

Tagging the tagger...

So, in respond to being tagged by my tagger, i would like to introduce you to my first tag ever....or is it even a tag?

Scattergories. ..it's harder than it looks! Erase my answers, enter yours. Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, names, and things. Nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Jim.Broga

2. A 4 Letter Word: July

3. A Boys Name: Jeremy

4. A Girls Name: Julie

5. An Occupation: Juggler

6. A Color: Jade Green

7. Something you wear: Jewellery

8. A Beverage: Jack Daniels

9. A Food: Jellied eels

10. Something found in the bathroom: Janitors

11. A place: Japan

12. A Reason for being late: Just missed the bus

13. Something you shout: Just drop you weapons!!


Take it away Kerp and Hot Mama......

Tagged?

Tagged? Being a newbie at this blogging stuff, i was told by a much seasoned blogger that when you're tagged by other fellow bloggers, u have to respond appropriately..so this is what i'm gonna do... i'm supposed to reveal 15 random facts about me...i repeat random.. so here goes..

1) Balding

2) Could get really pissed in a split second..

3) Love chinese food

4) Love skinny women.. and i mean lanky ones..

5) Can't stay angry at someone for a long period of time

6) Anthony Bourdain's fan

7) Always broke

8) Procrastinator

9) Listens to Bon Jovi

10) Love to cook

11) Terrified of big boobs

12) Smokes a lot

13) Overweight

14) Arsenal is my passion

15) Used to know how to play the guitar...


I now pass the tag to HOT MAMA, since she is the only other blogger that i know.....hihihiihi take it away Hot Mama...